Some one once told me the best form of revenge is too live a good life, (that was on seinfield) even if the life you had, has been taken and trodden on by religious fanatics.I was very hurt by the GRC, by hollins and his henchmen and my family.  One thing i will say... my integrity is sound and the only lies i have heard, have come from hollins and his cronnies. When he dies and he will, as we all will, someone will step up and fill the void, as long as there are vulnerable people there will be predators.So what do we do??I am still in contact with people who attend, but my days of hammering people who attend to see the "folly of their way" are over.  I hear the stories they relate (even the word says there is nothing new under the sun) are no different from when i was apart of this. The bible (which i now see as a work of fiction) says "they shall been known by their deeds" and hollins and the grc are definately known by those deeds, as i said to the government when fighting for my kids "Today Tonight, A Current Affair, they are not coming through my door with cameras asking questions of me" but they have done that to hollins and the grc.  Thankfully i have my kids back even if they still go to sunday school and spend half their time with their mother (who is a fanatic) by my kids will grow up and see this place for what it is (if i have anything to do with it)I am sure there will be detractors to what i say, people who say YOU left GOD when you left the grc.....  What arrogance that is, i remember nice people in the assembly who wasted away of cancer in that place while hollins sat on the sidelines sprouting something about a "spiritual lack" on their part to see the victory, while he was supposedly running to the usa to treat his parkinsons.  Anyway to conclude.I am so much better off today than i was living a lie in the grc, so after costing me a marriage, full access to my children and a lot of heartache.  Still i stand, and will continue to do so with integrity.Name withheld for the sake of my kids.